A Dear One

At the end of each day I still end up feeling like I didn’t get enough done. I am practicing my zen though and trying to focus on the moment. There is no real value in worrying about tomorrow, or fretting over the spilt milk of yesterday. I am here and I can only do…

Happy Birthday to my fabulous husband, my favorite person in whole world.

Now I know what Matchbox 20 was talking about. This certainly is my mad season. It seems that there is no stopping this speeding train that is my life and things just keep dropping out of the sky. I have to hold onto everything, so I am holding things with my hands and my legs…

I have so very much going on inside my brain right now that I am finding it very hard to fall alseep at night. By the end of the day I am so exhausted but my brain just keeps going and I can’t find an end. I laid awake until 1:00am last night, which is…

I am very busy and more than that I am stressed. I keep looking at all I have to do and I am starting to try to think about it differently. When I look at my home work I see everything up to and including my thesis…oh my gosh. When I look at the laundry…

Well, I am off from work until next Wednesday. I know that’s a whole week, but for some reason it seems like no time at all. Probably because I have school work and all of my prep for a new term facing me. I feel so blah today, I am so glad my night class…

It’s nice and gloomy outside. I am loving this weather. I’m tired and busy and nothing has changed. Maybe I do need to start managing my time better. I just tend to feel like there is so much to do that planning wouldn’t make any difference. There are still things sitting at the bottom of…

I had tea this morning, because I didn’t have time to get my coffee before I headed off to work. It really is a lousy substitute. when yo are wanting coffee. My students are once again, or should I say still, retarded. Their attendance bites. I don’t know how they expect to do well in…

I woke up this morning to a pleasantly chilly house. It was a lovely little surprise. I have been done with Summer for a while now. Don’t get me wrong I like a sunny day just like anyone, but a whole season is just too much to deal with. I’ll take the chill, thank you.…

My number of posts is stuck! I demand a recount…no wonder it looks like never post! This sucks…what kind of world am I living in anyway??