Okay, it hurts to blink. I have the world’s biggest headache today. Actually, I had it last night and it decided to stick around. So I’ve loaded up on advil and I am braving the day of work that awaits. However, if the day of work doesn’t happen to fill up the whole day and…

Feelings really get me sometimes. Ever feel something of a tangible intensity? It usually starts in the chest, and if you sit quietly and close your eyes for a moment you can feel it spread. A warmness fills your torso and moves through your arms and legs. It flows like a slow-moving trickle of liquid…

I am feeling much more alive today. I took a nice 2 hour nap, mmmmm sleep is sooo good. I need to eat something, my stomach grumbles are becoming audible and I haven’t eaten since breakfast. A word about interviews. I’ve had 2 this week that have been unlike any I’ve ever had before. One…

Okay, I am exhausted. I am weak-in-the-knees, dizzy, and spent the entire day zoned out. I have got to rest. I haven’t been sleeping well or enough all week. I feel like there is something I should be saying or a story I should tell, but for the life of me I can’t think of…

Ever sit in bumper to bumper traffic for 2 hours, in the pouring rain, then get lost in the ghetto for another 1.5 hours, all while a major metropolis is flooding right before your eyes? I don’t recommend it. And no, I’m not done battling the traffic and weather for the night either. *sigh*

I have 4 interviews set up for my internship. It’s the wierdest feeling to me to actually be reaching for those stars I have been gazing at for so long. Of course my internship will not be glamorous, and it probably won’t hand me a movie deal, but hey…it’s a start. I’m excited..and a little…

Morning cometh too fast. Last night seems as though it was really long, still I don’t feel rested enough. I rarely do. Ah well, just another day in paradise.

I am inching my way closer to a B.A. Today I signed up for the last class I need to graduate. I still have a lot of little nitty-gritty stuff to do, but I am very close to the end of my undergraduate program. I have 2 interviews this week for my internship, which may…

I’m not a person of frivilous, wasteful living. I consider myself to be very responsible about all of the choices I make, even down to eating in when I have an amazing craving for a In-n-Out burger. I deprive myself of smaller pleasures for many reasons: to save money, to force myself to eat healthier,…

Wow. One minute I’m just sitting here and the next, I am master of my own blog. Finally! A forum by which I can rule the world! *cracks whip* Heh heh. Okay, not really but this is pretty amazing. 🙂 Thx, Merc.