Man do I feel wierd today. Might just be because I am up so early. Working the night shift, I tend to sleep in a little later. But I just feel wierd. I think I am going to hop in the shower and see if I can shake this ick. Make that “ICK”.

“Courage is knowing you’re scared and continuing to function.” — Mayor Rudy Guliani

I saw an older woman on her lawn this morning, throwing bread crumbs to feed the birds. My grandma used to do that when we were kids. We’d all sit down to tear the bread into pieces then she’d send us out on the lawn with our bags. “Don’t dump it in one place,” she…

I will be at work at 7 o’clock tonight and I am bringing a candle. Small acts have the ability to heal and tonight’s candle light vigil is not one I intend on missing. I encourage everyone to participate, just to know that for a few moments tonight our nation will be united in one…

I am exhausted. You have no idea how much I have slept in the last few days. The magnitude of everything is beginning subside…not because it’s smaller, but because the events have made room for themselves in our lives. Things become slightly easier to deal with when they are not at the forefront of everything.…

I cried and cried. The world is different. Yesterday the world I call home changed to a place I didn’t want to be. I was so afraid to turn on the TV this morning, so afraid that more of the unthinkable could’ve happened as I slept. I just want to say I love you…yes, you.

As I am told I do not blog enough…I will attempt to remedy that. This was a full day. We had a face shoot at work. I think we shot a total of 5 actors, which is two more than normal. Anyway, it was a day of much laughing and hilarity. After the shoot, the…

A Tuesday…that feels like a Monday…but a bit like a Friday seeing as how I haven’t much to do. I had a very full weekend. Friday night right up thru last night I was running, driving, doing, seeing, eating, laughing, walking and all of the like. I got to go home this weekend. It’s interesting…

Work work work. Todd comes back tomorrow, and we are roughly half way thru the rough cut of the show. I want to be done when he gets back in. I’m hoping that he will be too jet-lagged to come in on Tuesday like he wanted to. As it is though, I think I am…

Poor girls. Note to all guys: Girls love flowers. Girls will love you if you give them flowers. This is will always make girls happy. Note to all girls: There are guys who give flowers. My roommate happens to be dating one such guy. So that proves they exist. Beyond that I have little else…