Now I know what Matchbox 20 was talking about. This certainly is my mad season. It seems that there is no stopping this speeding train that is my life and things just keep dropping out of the sky. I have to hold onto everything, so I am holding things with my hands and my legs and my chin. Then I find that I don’t have enough physical strength to do it on my own so I hold on with my mind, which is spinning 24/7. So I am hard pressed to get a good night’s sleep. I am dreaming about all of the things I have to worry about. Pushing through another week. The only thing I can say to make myself feel better is that life changes. It never stays the same…so this will change too. Come on change 🙂