Wow. I am an old married person I’ve been married for a whole year, isn’t that incredible?

I really don’t get time. Sometimes it creeps by and tortures me with every tick of the second hand and sometimes I blink and years have gone zooming by at lightning speed. It is really tough to put things into that perspective, where you can kind of feel the rhythm of your life. I am not in step right now. I find myself reeling from how distant memories seem closer than they are and not being able to feel each moment that silently slips by. I know I have to refocus my attention on the present, but sometimes it’s not as easy as you’d think.

All in all though I could not be happier with my wonderful husband. He is the light of my days. I want to focus on that so it doesn’t slip by me.